Tuesday, August 10, 2010

I Gotta Get Outta This Place!

If it’s the last thing I ever do!

I’m vacation minded right now. I need to LEAVE Dallas. Even if it’s just for a weekend! I’m so frustrated at home right now and need to get outta town and clear my head.

This feeling has intensified lately due to some stressors. I’m in a place where I need to start making a few decisions and I’m being even more indecisive than usual.

My lease is almost up and I haven’t decided what to do about that. Renew it? Or move it?

Work wise I’m not making the kind of money I wish I was. Either step up my game, or pick a new field. But what field? Oh… this starts a whole new blog to be honest, one I’ve been editing for weeks and haven’t posted yet FOR A REASON.

Relationship wise I’m pissed. Every single time I take 2 steps forward… something takes me 3 steps back.

Family wise, I’m throwing my hands up in the air. We can’t communicate and we seem to have taken each other for granted. And NO ONE seems happy right now, so it’s hard to support each other when we’re all trying to “figure it out” still. Maybe the apple didn’t fall far from the tree after all.

Frankly, I’m at a crossroads. I have the world at my finger tips and all I need to do is take a step in one direction to change my life drastically.

But instead, I’m stagnant. I hate stagnant. It’s incredibly boring. At least if I was a feather in the wind I would actually get BLOWN SOMEWHERE!!!

So… I’ve decided. Vacation time it is.

But even when I think vacation time lately, I think: When? Where? With who?

Well! Sound the horns because I finally have an answer my friends!!!

2 weekends from now!

South Beach!

With my bestie!

Booyah!!!



I’ll let ya know how this pans out!

1 comment:

  1. South Beach? Of course! The perfect place to get some thinking done.

    ;)

    Love the new page header btw.

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